Last training before IVP

IVP is this Saturday.
Haven't been on form for a really long time…
Really demoralising with all the pressure and stress.
Coach and the team are not even giving me any pressure but I'm just constantly pushing myself.
The more I push, the worse it gets.
So not prepared for this competition.
True that we are suppose to "go there and enjoy" the last match with the seniors, but honestly, I really hope that we can get into at least the semi-finals.
No idea why but really want to win this last match with the team. Not like I'm the one graduating or anything.
First match against NUS. Hope that I will be on form and do the team proud. Since I know how most of the NUS girls play, defending their balls should not be a problem. :)
Anyways, all the best to all playing for Tchoukball IVP 2015. :)