Decided to give up on him. For good, for real. Realised how stupid I was, the one sided and him feeling it but not doing anything. A little too much huh? I have ego too. Shall not think about this matter any more. 2015 will be a good year without him in my life. :)
Tuesday, December 30, 2014
Monday, December 29, 2014
Courage
Hello Earthlings~
I did something insane today.
OMG.
Gathered the courage to ask him out.
Was freaking out while waiting for his reply.
But.. his reply was "I have plans on that day"...
Oh wells...
Can't really blame him for that right..?
So now, the matter will be brought to 2015. No doubt.
Wonder when will I have the courage to ask him out again..
Really thankful to have my girls around, telling me it will be alright, it is worth the shot.
Thank you girls! ^3^
"It wasn't easy but it was worth the shot"
I did something insane today.
OMG.
Gathered the courage to ask him out.
Was freaking out while waiting for his reply.
But.. his reply was "I have plans on that day"...
Oh wells...
Can't really blame him for that right..?
So now, the matter will be brought to 2015. No doubt.
Wonder when will I have the courage to ask him out again..
Really thankful to have my girls around, telling me it will be alright, it is worth the shot.
Thank you girls! ^3^
"It wasn't easy but it was worth the shot"
Sunday, December 28, 2014
Last Sunday of 2014!
It's Sunday!
One of the most lepak Sundays for the entire year.
No gym today cause Iris decides to go for breakfast and I'm too broke (and lazy) to go. *tee hee*
By the way, it's the last Sunday of the year!
Time really flies huh?
Spent my Sunday with my beloved mother for breakfast and grocery shopping.
Been long since I spent time with my family.
After which, went home for a nap.
Decided to stop procrastinating and start studying for my upcoming ICA test.
Got everything ready- tea, books, music -then mummy ask me to go grab her some things at the convenience store. -.-
Managed to clear half the tutorial topic (which is not bad for a procrastinator) and might be continuing later.
Working for the next two days (with training on Tuesday), Wednesday is the last day of the year and there's project meeting. So... Most probably will be staying in school to study? No training on Thursday again because it's public holiday. But.. going for Mileage Run 2015! My very first 10km. Really hope that I can complete the run! Friday shall be rest and study day. Saturday will be back to training and friendly with Genesis before meeting primary school friends for dinner. Sunday will friendly with Wesley!
Let's hope that I will stick to the plan..
"The only easy day was yesterday"
One of the most lepak Sundays for the entire year.
No gym today cause Iris decides to go for breakfast and I'm too broke (and lazy) to go. *tee hee*
By the way, it's the last Sunday of the year!
Time really flies huh?
Spent my Sunday with my beloved mother for breakfast and grocery shopping.
Been long since I spent time with my family.
After which, went home for a nap.
Decided to stop procrastinating and start studying for my upcoming ICA test.
Got everything ready- tea, books, music -then mummy ask me to go grab her some things at the convenience store. -.-
Managed to clear half the tutorial topic (which is not bad for a procrastinator) and might be continuing later.
Working for the next two days (with training on Tuesday), Wednesday is the last day of the year and there's project meeting. So... Most probably will be staying in school to study? No training on Thursday again because it's public holiday. But.. going for Mileage Run 2015! My very first 10km. Really hope that I can complete the run! Friday shall be rest and study day. Saturday will be back to training and friendly with Genesis before meeting primary school friends for dinner. Sunday will friendly with Wesley!
Let's hope that I will stick to the plan..
"The only easy day was yesterday"
It's all about your MENTALITY
4 more days to end of 2014..
Back to training today.
Telling myself to be positive on court/ during training.
Well, definitely not easy, but I managed to conquer myself.
Aim for today's training was to focus on defending and not let the setbacks affect me.
Kind of contented with myself. :)
Did cross court passing, second line defend/ attack and attacking drills.
Shooting is definitely not my forte.. So I am focusing on defending- I want to be a strong defender. #noshame
So long as I've done my best, I should not regret.
Expecting a little too much from myself so kind of got demoralized half way through during training.
Been long since I felt the adrenaline rush from playing and felt really good to have it back.
COUNTDOWN: THREE WEEKS TO IVP
Really excited for IVP. Coach has yet to chose the team yet. But, I'm really starting to fight for the position.
I will prove my worth to everyone; prove that I can and am suitable to be on court.
Doesn't really matter if I make it to the team or not.
But since I can, why not fight for it?
Note to self:
ONCE YOU CONQUER YOUR MIND, YOU CAN CONQUER YOUR BODY
Back to training today.
Telling myself to be positive on court/ during training.
Well, definitely not easy, but I managed to conquer myself.
Aim for today's training was to focus on defending and not let the setbacks affect me.
Kind of contented with myself. :)
Did cross court passing, second line defend/ attack and attacking drills.
Shooting is definitely not my forte.. So I am focusing on defending- I want to be a strong defender. #noshame
So long as I've done my best, I should not regret.
Expecting a little too much from myself so kind of got demoralized half way through during training.
Been long since I felt the adrenaline rush from playing and felt really good to have it back.
COUNTDOWN: THREE WEEKS TO IVP
Really excited for IVP. Coach has yet to chose the team yet. But, I'm really starting to fight for the position.
I will prove my worth to everyone; prove that I can and am suitable to be on court.
Doesn't really matter if I make it to the team or not.
But since I can, why not fight for it?
Note to self:
ONCE YOU CONQUER YOUR MIND, YOU CAN CONQUER YOUR BODY
Friday, December 26, 2014
Happy Boxing Day!
HAPPY BOXING DAY EVERYONE!!!
Suppose to have a meet up session with Iris and Camily for Christmas gift exchange. But as expected, our dear Cam has last minute training. :(
So... Went on a short retail therapy! Only bought three items but am happy with my buys!
Honestly expected more since it's boxing day which means sales..
Had a short catch up session with Iris (+ shopping at Editor's Market) from 2pm to 4pm before heading to my interview.
Really hope that I will be recruited!
Then, head off to Nam Nam for an early dinner before sending Iris off to the MRT for her dance practice.
And then i decided to have some "me" time before heading back home.
Time check: 8:36pm. And I'm hungry again.
Oh btw, today marks the start of food ban once again!
Which means: no fried food and no chili. *SIGH*
On the brighter side, it means that I'm back t eating healthy!
confession: I had supper last night. :/
Suppose to have a meet up session with Iris and Camily for Christmas gift exchange. But as expected, our dear Cam has last minute training. :(
So... Went on a short retail therapy! Only bought three items but am happy with my buys!
Honestly expected more since it's boxing day which means sales..
Had a short catch up session with Iris (+ shopping at Editor's Market) from 2pm to 4pm before heading to my interview.
Really hope that I will be recruited!
Then, head off to Nam Nam for an early dinner before sending Iris off to the MRT for her dance practice.
And then i decided to have some "me" time before heading back home.
Time check: 8:36pm. And I'm hungry again.
Oh btw, today marks the start of food ban once again!
Which means: no fried food and no chili. *SIGH*
On the brighter side, it means that I'm back t eating healthy!
confession: I had supper last night. :/
Thursday, December 25, 2014
Merry Christmas!
Christmas is finally here! Merry Christmas everybody!
Been having Christmas party for two consecutive days!
21/12/14 (NYP Tchouk X'mas Party)
Been having Christmas party for two consecutive days!
21/12/14 (NYP Tchouk X'mas Party)
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| gifts exchange with the team! |
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| CHAMPAGNE SHOWERS |
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| Girls team ft. Mr Raymond |
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| APE ft. B&S of DBS |
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| A.P.E |
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| Siblings OOTD with |
22/12/14 (NYP T-Knights X'mas Party)
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| T-KNIGHTS! *SHING* |
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| NYP x T-Knights |
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| *the reunion of APE & DBS* |
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| APE |
22/12/14 (Mr Yea's farewell ft. SJC Band)
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| Mr Yea - the man behind the success of many young musicians |
Went back to SJC for a final practice with Mr Yea. Without him, the band will not be where we are today. He is the one who lighted my passion for music. He was the one who taught me who to play with feelings. He was the one who made me who I am today. He taught me how to be a performer and a leader. Because of you, Mr Yea, I learnt many many things. You had taught me many things that the school did not. Thank you for having faith in me to lead the band well. Thank you for contributing to my past 10 years as a clarinetist (that's more than half my life). Thank you for your nine long years of contribution to the band. Thank you for the overseas trips, the band exchanges and the workshops. You are the best conductor in the world. No words can describe how much you mean to me and to the band. I hope that you will continue discovering young musicians all around Singapore.
23/12/14 (NYP training + HuiPing's birthday celebration)
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| a failed surprise.. but still, happy birthday! |
24/12/14 (Christmas Eve!)
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| Gym sesh with Iris! |
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| met this girl around 11pm just to lend her my boots. Great catch-up session with her till 1am in the morning before she flies off to Taiwan. Bon Vyage! |
25/12/14 (CHRISTMAS)
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| Lastly, MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL! |
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